Anonymous asked: Run. Run away. Run away and never look back. You'll be out of here, you'll be free. But you'll be alive. Other people will be able to meet you, see how wonderful you are. And the greatest thing of all is that you'll be alive. Hold on, lovely, you deserve to live the life that you want ♥
I did runaway. Was caught and had to go through more of hell. I don’t deserve it. Any of it.
Anonymous asked: off u go where? :(
My beloved demise. :)
And it’d be really nice if you’d stop being an anon. I won’t be posting your questions, if you have a problem with that :)
Anonymous asked: you still here?
yup !
gonna go take a shower. and off i go. :]
Anonymous asked: how does it feel
The end? I suppose it’d be amazing. I’m happy about it. I’m as happy as ever. Finally :)
Anonymous asked: i love you
Awh, I love you too!
Anonymous asked: only when you give up on life does it give up on you. you are far too young to realise just how much life has to offer and its a real shame your about to give up and never see how beautiful life can really be. You're beautiful babe.
Life gave up on me long back. I kept holding on for nothing..but for the sweet sweet somethings that didn’t last forever. And it has been beautiful..it’s ending beautifully after all. Thank you anyhow :)
Anonymous asked: hold on. please. <3 i know right now seems like your whole life but it isn't. what about your future. kids? spouse? grandkids? think about all you can be. the world may seem horrible right now but some day it will alll get better. I promise. & if it doesn't , feel free to kill me too.
I won’t be having nothing. I’ll be ending up as a loner, as I’m now. +I don’t have no patience..who knows what tomorrow might happen. If it isn’t for me, what else might kill me..who knows :)
and no love, you gotta live and believe in what all you said. :)
Far far away, find comfort in pain..all pleasure’s the same..it just keeps me from trouble :)
I’ll have someone take over my blog..I just love it wayy too much, to let go of it like that, or delete it. So yeah, love you all. Hold on, you’re lucky enough to be rescued, sooner or later. Love.
Anonymous asked: Please, don't... Think about your family & friends, what would they do without you? You have got so much ahead of you, you've got so much to discover & achieve in life, don't throw it away now. This bad time will pass, trust me.
Family doesn’t care, friends will move on knowing I’ll be in a better place..It’s alright, my time’s up now :)
Anonymous asked: Don't kill yourself. Everything will turn out better eventually. Please don't lose hope.
It’s been so many yrs since people have been telling me that. Nothing really turned up good..so yeah :) Thankyou!
Look what I found!
Sinarest, Aspirin, Voveran, Ibuprofen, Nimesulide, some GlaxoSmithKline drug, Parecetamol, Ranitidine, Pheniramine with White Mischief Vodka.
Goodbye world, it was nice knowing you!
Death’s driving me crazy.
Overdosing again. This time, with alcohol. They say it increases the chances of liver damage. And amazingly, my wardrobe’s key worked in dad’s cabinet’s lock..and so yeah, crazy I’m.
I want to fucking kill myself!
Why can’t my mother fucking understand that I’m depressed and I need someone. It’s been fucking 6 years since I’ve been lonely and I cut myself, everytime she fucking fights with me. I don’t want to take this no more. I’m fucking bleeding here and fuck, I wanna die.
